i am pink!

You are pink! You are a fun loving, bubbly person. You love your friends, you love your family, you love just about everything! You are probably often described as "cute", and you like it that way. You are usually a little superficial, you don't really like to take things deeper. You can definately have a bit of a temper, but you get over things quickly too. Your relationships are based on fun and adventure. You are a good mix of white and red - passionate and a little lusty, but with an innocent charm. You may be a little spoiled, but that's okay with you. You are probably pretty secure with who you are. You are energetic, but not overly so (like reds, yellows, and oranges). You don't mind giving in to other people sometimes. You like being in the spotlight, and being recognized for your accomplishments. You love spending time with your friends. In fact, you probably hate being away from them. Being alone is not something you enjoy at all. Your friends know that with you, they will always be loved and havea great time. You, in a nutshell: Cute, bubbly, happy, a bit of a diva, friendly, confident, loving, fun. PINK!

Her Father's Song

I saw the rain fall down today,
Watch lightning crash through skies of grey,
Why can't life just be polite, and wait...

I saw the lights outside your house,
Red lights cut like nothin' else,
The scene of a silent cry for help

How are we supposed to do this?
If everyone we love, still lets us down,
If you're there, can you hear me now?

No matter how hard i try,
Can't get you out of my mind,
Wish i could be there to help you say goodbye
Don't hold it inside, 'cause what's left can be right,
What's left can be right

I saw the sky go black today,
I felt your tears, and ached your pain,
It's hard to tell how much this changed,
How you see everything
And all i can do is pray,
That you don't take the blame,
'cause it's not your fault, that it happened this way,
Happened this way

How are we supposed to do this?
If everyone we love, still lets us down,
If you're there, can you hear me now?

No matter how hard i try,
Can't get you out of my mind,
Wish i could be there to help you say goodbye
Don't hold it inside, 'cause what's left can be right,
What's left can be right

ist day of july

I guess its the best way to start your birthday month. Trying to forget that asshole. I hate him. But, do a have the right? I love him. He never showed anything. He just made me hope for nothing. Now, he have a girlfriend. She's a bitch. Do I really care? Or should I hate her for being his girl??

My feelings right now, I cant tell. What should I think? What should I do? Seeing that fireworks really can express my feelings and emotions. feels like bursting. Whew.

No matter how hard I try. Cant get you out of mind. I love him. Why cant we be? Do I really deserve somebody else? Well, who is he?