haizt

nakakains... auko ng ganitong feeling.. i feel so alone.. so hopeless.. parang wala lang.. damn i hate it.. parang wala akong patutunguhan.. shuttered dreams..

haizt

First time ko syang nakita, i was 1st year college, 2nd semester. I was a beginner. I was'nt familiar about being a college student, how to be a lady. The first time our eyes met, i knew that feeling, it was a crush. A crush that developed into something else. Into love. Alam ko naman rin na sa pag-tolerate nung nararamdaman ko para sa kanya, ako rin ang masasaktan. Its all about RISK. Walang kasiguraduhan maliban sa kaalamang hindi niya ko mamahalin. Ilang buwan rin ang lumipas, nagkakilala kami. Nagkaroon ng chance na magkausap via cellphone. Akala ko start na yun, hindi pala. Biglang nagbago. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.
Masakit. Ewan ko para san yun. I did my best. Pero kulang.